If you don't work for one of those great firms, if your company simply doesn't have the resources or if you're just out of school, volunteer to head up something such as a community project, a fundraiser or anything where you can test your mettle for making difficult decisions, setting strategy and motivating people toward a goal while keeping an eye on available resources.
I don't have more mettle to bear losing someone again.
Think of a heavy work load as an exciting opportunity to push yourself, learn new skills and show your mettle.
SCORPIO: : The cunning and resilient Scorpio enjoys sports that test their mettle and require strategy and endurance.