I would rather choose to be a normal girl, do what I want to do and eat what I like to eat, no more burden about the outlook.
Secondly, lack of sleep is bad for the spiritual outlook.
In my opinion, fashion has nothing to do with the outlook.
The first time for me to see Hepburn's picture, I was impressed by her beautiful outlook, she was so elegant, her beauty caught my eye, I looked at the picture for a long time.
We could see that beautiful outlook will help you catch people's attention, but only your talented skill makes you outstanding.
I would rather choose to be a normal girl, do what I want to do and eat what I like to eat, no more burden about the outlook.
With practice, you will find that over time, you will change your outlook and choose to be happy, irregardless of the events around you.