ROADS OF DESTINY
I go to seek on many roads
What is to be.
True heart and strong, with love to light—
Will they not bear me in the fight
To order, shun1 or wield2 or mould
My Destiny?
Unpublished Poems of David Mignot.
The song was over. The words were David's; the air, one of the countryside. The company about the inn table applauded heartily3, for the young poet paid for the wine. Only the notary4, M. Papineau, shook his head a little at the lines, for he was a man of books, and he had not drunk with the rest.
David went out into the village street, where the night air drove the wine vapour from his head. And then he remembered that he and Yvonne had quarrelled that day, and that he had resolved to leave his home that night to seek fame and honour in the great world outside.
"When my poems are on every man's tongue," he told himself, in a fine exhilaration, "she will, perhaps, think of the hard words she spoke5 this day."
Except the roisterers in the tavern6, the village folk were abed. David crept softly into his room in the shed of his father's cottage and made a bundle of his small store of clothing. With this upon a staff, he set his face outward upon the road that ran from Vernoy.
He passed his father's herd7 of sheep, huddled8 in their nightly pen—the sheep he herded9 daily, leaving them to scatter10 while he wrote verses on scraps11 of paper. He saw a light yet shining in Yvonne's window, and a weakness shook his purpose of a sudden. Perhaps that light meant that she rued12, sleepless13, her anger, and that morning might—But, no! His decision was made. Vernoy was no place for him. Not one soul there could share his thoughts. Out along that road lay his fate and his future.
Three leagues across the dim, moonlit champaign ran the road, straight as a ploughman's furrow14. It was believed in the village that the road ran to Paris, at least; and this name the poet whispered often to himself as he walked. Never so far from Vernoy had David travelled before.
1 shun [ʃʌn] 第8级 | |
vt.避开,回避,避免 | |
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2 wield [wi:ld] 第9级 | |
vt.行使,运用,支配;挥,使用(武器等) | |
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3 heartily [ˈhɑ:tɪli] 第8级 | |
adv.衷心地,诚恳地,十分,很 | |
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4 notary [ˈnəʊtəri] 第8级 | |
n.公证人,公证员 | |
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5 spoke [spəʊk] 第11级 | |
n.(车轮的)辐条;轮辐;破坏某人的计划;阻挠某人的行动 v.讲,谈(speak的过去式);说;演说;从某种观点来说 | |
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6 tavern [ˈtævən] 第9级 | |
n.小旅馆,客栈;小酒店 | |
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7 herd [hɜ:d] 第7级 | |
n.兽群,牧群;vt.使集中,把…赶在一起 | |
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8 huddled [] 第7级 | |
挤在一起(huddle的过去式与过去分词形式) | |
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9 herded [hə:did] 第7级 | |
群集,纠结( herd的过去式和过去分词 ); 放牧; (使)向…移动 | |
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10 scatter [ˈskætə(r)] 第7级 | |
vt.撒,驱散,散开;散布/播;vi.分散,消散 | |
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11 scraps [skræps] 第7级 | |
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12 rued [ru:d] 第10级 | |
v.对…感到后悔( rue的过去式和过去分词 ) | |
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