I feel the need to ascribe to him fantastic theories about his predecessors, and it is with a certain sense of disillusion that I confess he thought about them pretty much as does everybody else.
Mao Dun wrote The Canker, including three loosely related novelle: Disillusion, Wavering and Search.
Whether you have been interviewing for several months or this is the first fruit of your job search efforts, check your disappointment, disillusion and fear at the door and bring you best foot forward.
When a man is twenty, he is closer to compete disillusion and stronger conviction than he will probably ever be in his life.
